I'm never truly sure,
there is always a doubt,
always something I can't quite figure out.

The way I live, the way I am,
how I can't, and how I can.

Is my life going the way I want it to?
Am I truly cut out for this?

Analyzing comes up with more questions,
and through it all, my state of emotion wills me to believe the more negative.

I wish to be an author, but am I good enough?
I wish to be a poet, but do I have rhythm enough?
Am I good enough for anything?

My mind loops around many of the same subjects,
never letting go.

And through this time, all I really want to know
is can I make it?
Can I follow this through?
All I need is some reassurance from any one of you?

And yet, how can I believe you,
if I do not believe myself?

How can I force myself to believe
in me?